In film school we were told to keep journals as a way to motivate our creativity. At the time it felt like a chore, because frankly, nothing ever feels that creative when you're being forced to do it. Pretty much as soon as I wasn't required to write out my random thoughts anymore I actually felt compelled to. Go figure.
I now see what everyone was on about though. Filmmakers should blog. Creative people should blog. If for no other reason than to indulge your own sense of achievement, blogging has provided me a way to work out my thoughts and frustrations. Sometimes it's simply a distraction, but often it gives me a forum to really think about the things I want to say and in turn, what I want those things to mean.
This is kind of huge if you allow yourself to get past your own self-consciousness and want to learn more about yourself. As a video editor I've always been keen to challenge my perception of the technical side of editing with the emotional side. If I were to try and learn this through my contract editing I might only scratch the surface or maybe never have the opportunity to work out that obscure idea in the back of my mind. Instead, random creations are fueled by my need to blog about something and it's those random creations that then give me something to analyze.
Blogging can then be more than just an exercise in futility, you can actually improve the way you think about things. Knowing that I'm posting things publicly actually helps in some sense, because even if no one reads what I post I feel that I'm being held to a standard outside of my own. When I'm writing an entry it's also one of the few times that I actually slow down to reflect on something that I've learned or something that inspired me.
Blogging can then be more than just an exercise in futility, you can actually improve the way you think about things. Knowing that I'm posting things publicly actually helps in some sense, because even if no one reads what I post I feel that I'm being held to a standard outside of my own. When I'm writing an entry it's also one of the few times that I actually slow down to reflect on something that I've learned or something that inspired me.
But yes, I still hated being forced to write those film journals.